Wish

It is not
Blood
I first
Remember.

It is not
Pain
or
Hate
or
Death.

I remember
Laughter.
Smiles.
Sweet
Happy
Loving.
Soft
Gentle
Touches.

Blood
Death
Hate.
They are not my first
Memory.

But

Darkness
Overwhelms
All
Love
Joy
Happiness.

I Drown in
Seas of
Despair.
Oceans of
Tears.

Until

A chance,
A choice is
Given.
Vengeance.
Justice.

Become
Assassin
Sword
Murderer
Killer

Dealer of Death.
No mercy.
Angel of Darkness.

To
Protect.
So that
Someday
I will be
Defunct.

Cast off
No need for my revenge.
No need for
Me.

Then

I will
Disappear.
Fade away.

My wish.

---Finis---