Broken Shards

A flash of pain so hideously unbearable, because he is the one inflicting it

Pieces of my heart falling to the ground, my soul lost in the wreckage

Looking at nothing, seeing nothing beyond the blossoms blocking my vision

Darkness, as the cherry blossoms steal away all light

Gone, nothing left

Death, welcome me.

I loved you


Another cigarette tossed to the wind

I saw him today

Would you be sad

if you could see me like this

sitting by the window

resisting the urge to fly

staying still and watching the cigarette descend

Would you be sad to see me so obsessed

so very different from the younger-me

or would you want to be avenged

Am I the one not seeing you

trying not to see a revenge-stricken spirit urging me

destroy kill finish it so you can go on

Cool night wind blows through the room

touching nothing but bare floor, empty walls

Walking over broken shards of my heart

he smiled at me as he destroyed my life

I will make those feet bare

bare as these walls

My shards of glass will cut through

make him bleed and feel

I will show him how much pain

useless broken bits can do

Do you want vengeance

like that child ended before her time

like all those other spirits who call out for satisfaction

He's still better

stronger faster than me

Killer

Murderer

Love

Other half

You won the bet

Your way is winning

Neesan where are you

Are you happy to see me like this

Happy Death Day Hokuto-chan


"I love you too, Subaru."

"I wish you could be happy."

"I should have been stronger."

"I wish..."

"I wish that you could be loved."

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